"hey jam is everything ok? you seem fragile and tired with what happened?" - sarah
I woke up this morning feeling confused, naive and numb. I don't even know what day it is or what has happened last night. Then, after a few seconds, it all came crashing back down onto me. All the pain reappeared like a bullet to the chest or I was like stabbed on the chest. These days it's been hard for me to deal. Now, all I can do is lay here and cry my eyes out. Until I have no water in my body. Until the time that I won't feel the pain anymore. I don't care if it takes centuries. I just want to be happy again feeling careless. I can't keep living like this anymore. Someone just please help me. I don't to live like this this..
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