13.12.11 1.15PM Tears are falling..

I broke down at our school during lunch time. I don't even know why. I regret crying in front of them. I felt that I just become weaker than before. Do physical pain and emotional pain can be felt at the same time? if yes, it must hurt so much. Because the pain I'm feeling right now became stronger than before. It's like a higher quality of gun has been used to shoot me. I'm so tired with this. I don't want to feel this anymore. I'm not even like this before. I'm a happy-go-jolly not caring about anything. Why did I turn out like this?