Someone tweeted me in my other account that I shouldn't commit suicide. Of course I wouldn't. I still love my life. I still have to meet some KPOP groups. I want to travel the world. There are so many dreams of mine I still want to achive. I don't want to waste my life just because of my problems.
So, I just thought what if, what if I really committed suicide? Would you all notice my absence? Or just ignore it like how you ignore me while I'm having the worst part of my life - deciding to give up or not.
There are so many people who have already committed suicide. I don't know why they do that. Maybe they're so tired with all the pains they were feeling. I don't know how to to deal with my life just like before if one of my friends, family or some people who are special to me committed suicied. I just know that when I go to their grave or smth I shouldn't say how much I miss him or her, how much I love them or some things I should have said while they're still living, because those are the things s/he wanted to hear while they are still alive and I know it's too late. It wouldn't change a thing..
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